Shawn and I are watching Survivor from last night.
I love these moments with him. For the last couple years it's been one of our favorite shows to watch together.
As much as I'm happy to be sitting here, today has been kinda tough.
Hunter and Emerson have been moving all day long!! And when they do that, it wears me out.
Yesterday I deep cleaned our guest/boys bathroom, did laundry and then a bit more organizing and cleaning.
Today on the other hand, I've laid around, watched a little tv, took a bath, talked to my sister on the phone, did next weeks meal plan, and got up to cook dinner.... This being the first thing on my feet! and I was plum tuckered out! Still, I emptied the dishwasher and put a few more things away that were out. My Love came home as my back was getting super tired, and I cried!
I'm so not used to this. I feel lazy, unproductive and weak. 3 Things I DON'T want to be.
But... I know that this is different. I'm pregnant, with twins!
I'm not too discouraged, not really at all. Just had an emotional moment, and thought I'd share.
"Hunter and Emerson, you are worth all of this! The laying around and grunting when I bend to reach things, and the weight gain, and every other new thing that has entered this season of life for me. I take it on gladly, because with each of these things, comes you! You will be here soon! And I'd do this pregnancy a thousand times over to bring you into this world! I love you."